&& i have all these useless memories stuck in my head,

so shallow but they'r mine. mine alone because i know

you don't keep them like i do. maybe they didn't even

seem important enough to be kept as a memory for you.

but i dont know why i just cant do the same. 

each smile, each lo0k, each glance., each laugh, each

&&

every single moment i spent with you haunts my  mind.

the sad thing is that i want more of them. more of these

memories il never get rid of, more of these memories you'd

never consider, you might even forget. but still..

i want more.

-x-

cuz im erucesni&&ytterpnu.

14 days left.

xkissesx

my last month in ICA. :D

i cant wait.

23 sch0oldays left. that's 4 && a half weeks left.

but school isnt being nice. its being an ass.

i want to skip all the quizzes, LT's, PT's, talumpati, english research project, english book review,  and oral defense if that's gunna push thru. i hope not.

i cant wait to leave stupid chinese class in the four walls of my alma mater i see A. hahha

chocolate is <3

I’m the kind of girl you can hear from miles away,
the kind that if you're sad, it's her job to make you happy.
The kind of girl who keeps messing up & saying, "Oops sorry."
I trip over everything, I’m such a klutz.
but I'm also the girl who holds everything back.
If you ask me what's wrong,
I’ll just lie & smile saying, "Oh nothing."
The girl who's afraid to love,
because she already lost so much.

<33

Random Survey
Made by http://www.xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods, don't remove this tag.

1. What color are your slippers?:
blue

2. What's the name of your love interest(s)?:
ishouldnttell.

3. What's the first thing you did this morning?:
turn off my alarm

4. Name one of your New Years Resolutions:
i didnt make any.

5. Working on any projects?:
no

6. Do you like your neighbors?:
yuup!! i love them :]

7. What highschool do you/are you planning to go to?:
ICA

8. What magazines are you subscribed to?:
kerygma hahaha

9. What color are your curtains?:
we dont have curtains..but the blinds are white

10. How many windows do you have in your room?:
2 i think.

11. Do you have your own room?:
yea

12. How many brothers and sisters do you have?:
2 bros

13. Do you consider thirteen an unlucky number?:
nope,

14. Are you a superstitious person?:
no

15. Are you content with your looks?:
hmm..

16. Do you think you're fat?:
at some parts yea haha

17. What's your least favorite band?:
A1??!

18. Any music genres that you can't stand?:
extreme hiphop. filipino rappers

19. Do you still use words like "groovy" and "gnarly"?
hahaha no, not seriously

20. Do you often spell "gnat" as "nat"?:
no

21. What's your favorite letter of the alphabet?:
J <33

22. Ever been to a Chinese supermarket?:
yup, is there a difference???

23. What's your nationality?:
filipino and proud!

24. What about your ethnicities?:
uhh..

25. How many people have you dated in your entire life?:
2000

26. Who was the last person to make you smile?:
my mom haha

27. Post a random picture:
im too lazy..

28. Do you spit or do you think it's totally disgusting?:
eww. it totally disgusting

29. What do you usually buy at your local deli/convience store?:
chips and drinks

30. What's your favorite football team?:
none

31. Who's your best friend?:
they know who they are

32. Is MySpace really as great as it sounds?:
no haha

33. What's your favorite kind of cookie?:
any from mrs fields

34. Blue, black or red pens?:
blue <33

35. Do you remember the "milky pen" craze?:
no...

36. Whose house do you envy?:
sam's

37. What's your favorite word?:
right now.. hmm.. "asshole"??

38. Have you ever made up a word and used it in conversation?:
yea hahahah

39. What color is the shirt you're wearing?:
white

40. Do you remember what you dreamed about last night?:
not really

41. What's your most prized possesion?:
hmm.. idk..

42. How much money is in your wallet right now?:
not much

43. Doing anything special for Valentine's Day?:
dont think so

44. What's your two favorite colors?:
pink and anything with it

45. What's your icon on MSN Messenger?:
some icon i got in a xanga site

46. Give me the address of your most frequently visit website:
jilliivanillii.multiply.com

47. Got any good books to suggest to others?:
scarlet pimpernel :D, A-list novels,

48. Do you have any overdue library books?:
overdue vcd haha super overdue vcd

49. What's your favorite TV channel?:
idk..

50. Last but not least, what's your favorite kind of survey?:
these ones??